Crushes: Listed in order of oldest to newest...




Vash the Stampede - (Childhood Crush) - Not Currently a Crush
Vash the Stampede is the main protagonist of the anime and manga series of Trigun. Vash is also known as The Humanoid Typhoon due to the destruction and chaos that often surrounds him. Wielding a huge nickel revolver, he travels from town to town to learn more and protect what his adoptive mother, Rem, treasured most: love and peace. He is initially discovered by Meryl Stryfe and Milly Thompson, two Bernardelli Insurance Society representatives investigating claims made due to damages caused by the mysterious Humanoid Typhoon. In the 2023 reboot, he is found by rookie reporter Meryl Stryfe and her senior partner Roberto de Niro, seeking an interview. In the 1998 anime, Meryl and Milly find Vash while he is being chased by bandits who want to collect the bounty on "The $$60,000,000,000 (sixty billion double dollar) Man". He escapes while Milly and Meryl eventually learn that Vash is actually the person they are assigned to track.




Miroku - (Childhood Crush) - Not Currently a Crush
Miroku is one of the main characters of the Inuyasha franchise. He is a monk who traveled with Inuyasha, Kagome, Shippō, and Sango. His paternal grandfather, Miyatsu, was cursed fifty years ago by Naraku, leading to the creation of the wind tunnel, which was destined to be passed down to all of his descendants, including Miroku. Becuase of this, Miroku's goal is to destroy Naraku in order to lift the curse before it consumes him completely, like it did his father and grandfather. He is voiced by the late Kōji Tsujitani in the Japanese version of the anime, currently Makoto Yasumura from Yashahime: Princess-Half Demon and by the late Kirby Morrow until first episode of Yashahime: Princess-Half Demon and currently by Ian James Corlett in the English version of the anime.




Albert Wesker - (Early Teen Crush) - Not Currently a Crush
(Video Game) Dr. Albert Wesker (c.1960-2009) was an accomplished virologist notorious for his work with groups affiliated with the bio-weapons black market. Originally one of the test subjects in Project W who specialized in biotechnology and bioengineering, Wesker was an elite perfectionist individual of absolute coldness, always wearing deep-black sunglasses that gave him an even more unapproachable air. As a senior researcher linked to the t-Virus Project as early as 1978, he bore witness to, and at times shaped, Umbrella's B.O.W. research. He officially left the company soon after a stall in the Tyrant Project and began work as a spy, leading to a career in the United States Army and eventually with S.T.A.R.S. as its Captain.[7] Wesker ultimately chose to betray Umbrella and work with other groups to steal its research data, benefiting from a mutation brought on by a prototype virus that gave him superhuman powers. This made him, in his self-assertion, believe that he was chosen to achieve the ultimate goal of causing the mass extinction of humanity in favor of evolution. He was killed in March 2009 during a BSAA operation which uncovered his role in a doomsday project dubbed Uroboros. (Movie) Albert Wesker is the secondary main antagonist in the Resident Evil film series. Based on the character of the same name from the video games, he is a high-ranking member of the Umbrella Corporation with a cool, calculating demeanour and an appetite for power and control over others. Initially portrayed as being the Chairman of Umbrella, it is revealed in Resident Evil: The Final Chapter that Wesker is merely acting in the stead of its de-facto leader Dr. Alexander Isaacs.




Castiel - (Teen Crush) - Not Currently a Crush [One of my fiancée on the Status RP app]
Castiel (nicknamed "Cas/Cass") is a fictional character portrayed by Misha Collins on The CW's American fantasy television series Supernatural. An Angel of the Lord, he first appears in the fourth season and is used to introduce the theme of Christian theology to the series. In the series, Castiel brings Dean Winchester back from Hell and frequently helps him and his brother, Sam, in their battles with various demons and angels along the way. During his travels with the Winchesters, Castiel develops friendships with both men. As an angel, he possesses a number of supernatural abilities, including the ability to kill demons.[2] Initially, the character demonstrates complete devotion to God and little emotion. However, his interactions and experiences with Dean and Sam, as well as certain revelations about God and his fellow angels, have a humanizing effect on him. This, despite the stress and harm it causes his character, allows him to develop an independent will as the series progresses and helps the show address topics related to free will. Unlike the stereotypical portrayal of television angels, Castiel does not always help people, and is willing, at least when he is first introduced, to kill innocents if needed. Collins originally read for the part of a demon, as series creator Eric Kripke did not want fans to find out that angels were being introduced to the series. Collins prepared for the role by reading the Book of Revelation and based his portrayal on his younger brother. Critics and fans have responded highly favorably to the character. In response, the show's creators expanded his role in the series, upgrading him to a main cast member in the fifth and sixth seasons. After being a special guest star in the seventh and eighth seasons, Collins was upgraded once again to regular cast member status through seasons 9–15.[3]




Crowley - (Teen Crush) - Not Currently a Crush
Crowley is a fictional character on the American paranormal drama television series Supernatural, portrayed by actor Mark Sheppard, known as the King of the Crossroads and the King of Hell in Lucifer's absence. Introduced in the fifth season, Sheppard appeared in a recurring role in the next few seasons, and was eventually promoted to series regular in the tenth season. His final appearance was at the end of the twelfth season. His portrayal of Crowley has been met with positive reception from both critics and fans of the series. His name is inspired by Aleister Crowley.




Mark Edward Fischbach [Markiplier] - (Early 20's Crush) - Repeating Crush Over The Years
Mark Edward Fischbach (born June 28, 1989), known online as Markiplier, is an American YouTuber, actor and filmmaker.[2] He mainly uploads Let's Plays and is known for his videos of indie horror games.[3] After joining YouTube in 2012, Fischbach became popular on the platform with Let's Plays of Amnesia: The Dark Descent (2010) and the Five Nights at Freddy's series. As of March 2024, his channel has over 36 million subscribers.[4] Fischbach is one of the most popular gaming YouTubers on the platform. He was listed by Forbes as the third highest-paid content creator on the platform in 2022,[5] and has won four Streamy Awards and a Golden Joystick Award for "Best Streamer/Broadcaster". After expressing an interest in more traditional entertainment, Fischbach signed with talent agency William Morris Endeavor in 2016. In the following years, he went on a live tour, started a clothing line named Cloak, wrote and directed the YouTube Original series A Heist with Markiplier (2019) and In Space with Markiplier (2022), and hosted or co-hosted several podcasts—two of which reached No. 1 on Spotify. In 2023, Fischbach moved to United Talent Agency. In April 2023, Fischbach announced he was leading production of the horror film Iron Lung, which will be his theatrical film debut.




The Slenderman - (Early 20's Crush) - Not Currently a Crush
The Slender Man (also spelled Slenderman) is a fictional supernatural character that originated as a creepypasta Internet meme created by Something Awful forum user Eric Knudsen (also known as "Victor Surge") in 2009. He is depicted as a thin, unnaturally tall humanoid with a featureless white head and face, wearing a black suit. Stories of the Slender Man commonly feature his stalking, abducting, or traumatizing people, particularly children. The Slender Man has become a pop culture icon, although he is not confined to a single narrative but appears in many disparate works of fiction, typically composed online. Fiction relating to the Slender Man encompasses many media, including literature, art and video series such as Marble Hornets (2009–2014), wherein he is known as The Operator. The character has appeared in the video game Slender: The Eight Pages (2012) and its successor Slender: The Arrival (2013), as well as inspiring the Enderman in Minecraft. He has also appeared in a 2015 film adaptation of Marble Hornets, where he was portrayed by Doug Jones, and an eponymous 2018 film, where he was portrayed by Javier Botet.

Glenn Rhee - (Early 20's Crush) - Not Currently a Crush




Tony Stark - (Mid-20's Crush) - Not Currently a Crush [One of my husbands on the Status RP app.]
Anthony Edward Stark is a fictional character primarily portrayed by Robert Downey Jr. in the Marvel Cinematic Universe (MCU) media franchise—based on the Marvel Comics character of the same name—commonly known by his alias, Iron Man. Stark is initially depicted as an industrialist, genius inventor, and former playboy who is CEO of Stark Industries. Initially the chief weapons manufacturer for the U.S. military, he has a change of heart and redirects his technical knowledge into the creation of mechanized suits of armor which he uses to defend Earth. Stark becomes a founding member and eventual leader of the Avengers. Following his failed Ultron Program, the internal conflict within the Avengers due to the Sokovia Accords, and Thanos successfully erasing half of all life in the Blip, Stark retires, marries Pepper Potts, and they have a daughter named Morgan. However, Stark rejoins the Avengers on a final mission to undo Thanos' actions. He engineers a time travel device and the Avengers successfully restore trillions of lives across the universe before Stark ultimately sacrifices his life to defeat Thanos and his army. Stark chooses Peter Parker as a successor. Stark is one of the central figures of the MCU, having appeared in eleven films as of 2023. The character and Downey's performance have been credited with helping to cement the MCU as a multi-billion-dollar franchise, with Stark's evolution often being considered the defining arc of the series.[4] Alternate versions of Stark from within the MCU multiverse appear in the animated series What If...? (2021), voiced by Mick Wingert.




Darkiplier - (Mid-20's Crush) - Not Currently a Crush
Darkiplier (originally known as Mayor Damien/Celine/The Evil Entity) is the main antagonist of the famous YouTube channel Markiplier. He is a fusion of the vengeful spirits of Damien and Celine inhabiting the reanimated corpse of the District Attorney after The Actor orchestrated their murders. He has appeared in many Markiplier videos and, as of late, he is now recognized by the fanbase as a separate being rather than a personality. He first began taking form as a character originally as the darker, more evil version of Markiplier and was created by the actual fanbase according to Markiplier.




Dr. Stephen Vincent Strange - (Late 20's Crush) - Not Currently a Crush [One of my husbands on the Status RP app]




Sinister Strange - (Early 30's Crush) - Not Currently a Crush [One of my husbands on the Status RP app]




Valery Legasov - (Early 30's Crush) - [Very Brief] Not Currently a Crush




Wilford Warfstache - (33 year old crush) - Not currently a Crush

Daryl Dixon - (33 Year Old Crush) - Not currently a crush [One of my boyfriends on the Status RP app]

Dave Torres - (34 Year Old Crush) - Not currently a crush

Defender Strange - (34 Year Old Crush) - Not currently a crush [One of my husbands on the Status RP app]

Balthazar (34 Year Old Crush) - Not currently a crush [One of my boyfriends on the Status RP app]

Gabriel - (34 Year Old Crush) - Not currently a crush [One of my boyfriends on the Status RP app]

Lucifer Morningstar - (34 Year Old Crush) - Current crush [One of my fiancée on the Status RP app]

Chuck Shurley/God - (34 Year Old Crush) - Current crush [One of my boyfriends on the Status RP app]

James Wilson - (34 Year Old Crush) - Not currently a crush [One of my fiancée on the Status RP app]
NOT in order!
Honorable Mentions

Nicholas D. Wolfwood - Not Currently a Crush

Dr. Gregory House - Not Currently a Crush

Baron Zemo - Not Currently a Crush [One of my husbands on the Status RP app]

Loki - Not Currently a Crush [One of my husbands on the Status RP app]

Negan - Recently Found Out I Am Attracted to Him

Rick Grimes - More Like Admiration, Less Like a Crush

Dean & Sam Winchester - Simplistic Crushes [Dean is one of my fiancée on the Status RP app]
