Everything You Need to Know about Me

I've had quite a rough life, and while some people may be interested in all the crap that's happened to me, you probably aren't so I'll make this about me, but much more toned down. ​ Hi, I am Amanda. I am a Genderfluid, born female bodied human being with AuDHD, Depression and Anxiety. I blow my candles out in March, but as you get older birthdays begin to become meaningless. Its highly unfortunate but also seems to be a part of an adult hard truth. ​ I fall in and out of obsessions. I crush hard on fictional characters, and certain celebrity men. I can be obsessive about some things and mean if you get in the way of my needs. ​ I've been roleplaying since I was 13. I'm 33 now. I write fanfiction, play video games on my PC, PS4 & Switch, (try to)Stream on Twitch, upload the Streams after on YouTube, watch Twitch streamers & YouTubers, cosplay, go to conventions with a bestie, listen to BANGIN' music and still roleplay (but more with AI now). ​ My clothing style is a toss-up between black, comfortable, nerdy and shiny most days, I also have some more masculine clothing. I've been trying like hell to find a binder that works, but it's quite difficult due to the size of my big appendages. If the doctors would let me as a matter of fact, I'd have my entire uterus removed, however, I had my tubes removed in August along with an endometrial ablation. I could not be on female hormones (had a mini stroke/TIA @ 16 due to birth control). I go by She/He pronouns only. I started to transition years ago, which is why I look more masculine, and my voice has gotten deeper. I stopped due to mental health & physical health issues. I got a new depression med; however, the negative physical ailments of transitioning were too much on one part of my body. I have an odd mix of sexuality and romantic attraction: Semi-Sapiosexual, Greyace, Demisexual, Demiromantic, Semi-apothisexual, Fictosexual, and Fictoromantic.